The inner machinations of my mind are an enigma: Found my login!!!! I forgot it....sowwy...;

As the title says.....I forgot my login a few weeks back so I haven't been writing in this (being that I'm too lazy to think). uhhh my mind is pretty blank this morning...im tired...atleast it's friday.
So today or tomorrow a girl from Germany i knew last summer is coming to live with me for 3-4 days! I've known her for a while cuz she made the same trip last year around the same time but stayed with another family I know. Turns out she's friends with Sami's cousin Tiffany!! Lol Tiffany..be jealous! jk.
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I've actually been a bit depressed lately. I conquered depression 3 months ago and I've been on a good streak but, things from my early childhood have been starting to come back to me (in more ways than one..). As you may know, (I don't know if you do and i really don't care cuz it's the truth.) I had cancer when I was in 2nd grade and i was fighting it up until...uhhh...around 3 years ago i think. It physically and emotionally scarred me so I don't think I have actually been the same person since then. Normally it doesn't bother me but since a few months ago I've been having these nightmares where I'm re-diagnosed and I wake up not knowing if it was real or not so I end up crying at 3am = =''. I also searched through my dusty basement 2 weeks ago and found a box full of every single get well card I ever got while in the hospital...I was down there for 2 1/2 hours, reading every single one, and bawling my eyes out in the process. I found one from Sami's cousin who used to be my classmate too! lol Kevin..
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30 minutes after I wrote all of that..I'm drinking a french vanilla coolata from dunkin donuts. Instead of writing these blogs all in one go, i usually start with this tab open at 3am when i wake up and write out THE INNER MACHINATIONS OF MY MIND as i waste my time on the computer all morning...

I like this song.

Yeahhhhh Simple Plan was my favorite band for a few months back in '08. This song pretty much made it for me, and the music video makes me cry. You'll get the meaning of the song if you listen to it and watch the video. Another good song I like is You probably know this song. Its been around for a while! I knew these guys since I was reaaaally little.

Le gasp! Did you know one of the guys from Streetlight Manifesto is my guitar mentor!? Lulz yes Pete. They're really popular but since they play mainly ska, I don't think any of my friends will know them.

heres some of their best work (according to me)

yeaaah they have funny music videos lol. They like animation obviously. I love how Pete is portrayed as a giraffe in "Would you be impressed". Their music has a lot of depth if you really listen to the depth of the music....It just makes me so happy!! Except for the beginning of "Down down down to mephisto's cafe". lol "If i were you i would take this as a sign, believe it's true we were never meant to fly, and I owe you I know you more than anyone alive and I will not let go". damn how depressing of them!!

Minato showed this group called "Boys night out" to Lavi then Lavi showed them to me...I love them!! They're more on the 'emo' or depressing side but I think their music contains absolute lyrical genius and blends perfectly with the guitar part. Here's the song. you have been warned (no worries there's no screaming) <--great song!!

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Enough with other peoples' music how about MY music? Lately I've put down the electric guitar because of this nice weather and picked up the acoustic. Nice campfire music, The Beatles, fingerwork, classical, playing on street corners, public captioning. ahh the essence of summer guitar music. Pete is actually teaching me how to play flamenca guitar style! *embracing my Cuban side* I have my acoustic guitar sitting here right next to me. He says hi.

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Yesterday was fun : D I was out all day, I wanted Sami and Len to come but *ahem* Len. would not pick up her phone. and Sami couldn't. So me, Jesus, Joe, Wolfheart, and alecia was there for a few minutes, were hanging out and went biking a bit. Kaleigh and Kristian were also gonna come but they couldnt. lol when they left me and Jesus ended up chasing an ice cream truck for half an hr. I'm gunna get screwed though cuz Joe (being the genius he is) decided to throw Jesus's bike into my fire pit so it broke (the fire pit not the bike). Now when my mom finds out I'm DEAD O_O I'm upset too...now me and my pack can't play our guitars at the fire on warm nights anymore ):

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extree extree! I'm back into the laven fandom. yay me! I used to like laven a loooot more than yullen but then I sorta switched and now they're neck in neck! Here's some laven for you. AWWWW HOW CUTE<3 <3 ^^ I ACTUALLY found some cute photos of only allen. That's almost impossible!! I would upload them but I'm lazy. Maybe next entree! Now that I look back...I wrote...aLOT. Should I stop? naahhhh I'll stick around more.